Innocent : her fancy and his fact by Marie Corelli
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back at her from its shining surface, with brimming eyes and
quivering lips, and hair all tossed loosely away from a small sad face as pale as a watery moon, and she drew back from her own reflection with a gesture of repugnance. "I am no use to anybody in any way," she said, despairingly--"I am not even good-looking. And Robin--poor foolish Robin!--called me 'lovely' this afternoon! He has no eyes!" Then a sudden thought flew across her brain of Ned Landon. The tall powerful-looking brute loved her, she knew. Every look of his told her that his very soul pursued her with a reckless and relentless passion. She hated him,--she trembled even now as she pictured his dark face and burning eyes;--he had annoyed and worried her in a thousand ways--ways that were not sufficiently open in their offence to be openly complained of, though had Farmer Jocelyn's state of health given her less cause for anxiety she might have said something to him which would perhaps have opened his eyes to the situation. But not now,--not now could she appeal to anyone for protection from amorous insult. For who was she--what was she that she should resent it? She was nothing!--a mere stray child whose parents nobody knew,--without any lawful guardian to uphold her rights or assert her position. No wonder old Jocelyn had called her "wilding"--she was indeed a "wilding" or weed,--growing up unwanted in the garden of the world, destined to be pulled out of the soil where she had nourished and thrown contemptuously aside. A wretched sense of utter helplessness stole over her,--of incapacity, weakness and loneliness. She tried to think,--to see her way through the strange fog of untoward circumstance that had so suddenly enshrouded her. What would |
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