Corpus of a Siam Mosquito by Steven (Steven David Justin) Sills
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the masses. The story was full of contradictions. He thought, "Where
are you taking me...straight...now spinning...now plunging...more G-force than I think I can stand." "Into yourself," it shouted. "That's a cruel place to be," Jatupon said. "Yes, it is," admitted the mordant entity. From their distance distinct forms were difficult to ascertain but he knew that he was far outside himself and to be outside of it into a world of motion and forms made him feel relieved. But from a couple of indecipherable forms in movement he halfway made out and half way imagined a half-naked baby crying on the outskirts of a park. It crawled alone at a distance from a cook. The cook halted her work to get him. He cried loudly at each initiative at trying to appease him. He didn't like being held. He didn't like the banana put in his hands. Finally, she placed him in the bucket of water that contained her dirty plates. "So innocent and yet calculating," said the mosquito. "It was wanting in that tub of water all along." "Oh, do you see them too." "No, not really. Anyhow, based on what you see, wouldn't you agree?" "Agree that he crawled away so as to cause his mother to put him in the water?" He laughed. "No, he is just a baby. I don't think he is that developed. I don't think he is that self serving." "Are these two forms you are now seeing outside of yourself too?" asked the mosquito. "Of course," he scoffed but he did not know. Then he was descending or falling --falling in a diagonal descent on the mosquito's back, falling onto its feelers, and falling from it entirely. There he was a brown boy in the pool on the roof of The Mall Ayuttaya with goggles on his face and wearing spandex swimming trunks. |
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