Modern Chronicle, a — Volume 06 by Winston Churchill
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state of semi-hypnosis.
"Instead of going off to one of those thousand-dollar-a-minute doctors, let me prescribe for you," he said. "I've handled some nervous men in my time, and I guess nervous women aren't much different. You've had these little attacks before, and they blow over--don't they? Wing owes me a vacation. If I do say it myself, there are not five men in New York who would have pulled off this deal for him. Now the proposition I was going to make to you is this: that we get cosey in a cabin de luxe on that German boat, hire an automobile on the other side, and do up Europe. It's a sort of a handicap never to have been over there." "Oh, you're making it very hard for me, Howard," she cried. "I might have known that you couldn't understand, that you never could understand--why I am going away. I've lived with you all this time, and you do not know me any better than you know--the scrub-woman. I'm going away from you--forever." In spite of herself, she ended with an uncontrollable sob. "Forever!" he repeated, but he continued to smoke and to look at her without any evidences of emotion, very much as though he had received an ultimatum in a business transaction. And then there crept into his expression something of a complacent pity that braced her to continue. "Why?" he asked. "Because--because I don't love you. Because you don't love me. You don't know what love is--you never will." "But we're married," he said. "We get along all right." |
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