The Masquerader by Katherine Cecil Thurston
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"Perhaps you think of morphia as a pleasure?" he added. "Think of it, instead, as a tyrant--that tortures the mind if held to, and the body if cast off." Urged by the darkness and the silence of his companion, the rein of his speech had loosened. In that moment he was not Chilcote the member for East Wark, whose moods and silences were proverbial, but Chilcote the man whose mind craved the relief of speech. "You talk as the world talks--out of ignorance and self-righteousness," he went on. "Before you condemn Lexington you should put yourself in his place--" "As you do?" the other laughed. Unsuspecting and inoffensive as the laugh was, it startled Chilcote. With a sudden alarm he pulled himself up. "I--?" He tried to echo the laugh, but the attempt fell flat. "Oh, I merely speak from--from De Quincey. But I believe this fog is shifting--I really believe it is shifting. Can you oblige me with a light? I had almost forgotten that a man may still smoke though he has been deprived of sight." He spoke fast and disjointedly. He was overwhelmed by the idea that he had let himself go, and possessed by the wish to obliterate the consequences. As he talked he fumbled; for his cigarette-case. His bead was bent as he searched for it nervously. Without looking up, he was conscious that the cloud of fog that held |
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