Arachne — Volume 07 by Georg Ebers
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of his intellect and his senses, it often seemed as though he was present
at a discussion between two guests who were exchanging their opinions concerning the subject that occupied his mind. Here he first learned to deepen sound intellectual power and listen to the demands of the heart, or to repulse and condemn them. Ah, yes, he was still blind; but never had he observed and recognised human life and its stage, down to the minutest detail, which his eyes refused to show him, so keenly as during these clays. The phenomena which had attracted or repelled his vision here appeared nearer and more distinctly. What he called "reality" and believed he understood thoroughly and estimated correctly, now disclosed many a secret which had previously remained concealed. How defective his visual perception had been! how necessary it now seemed to subject his judgment to a new test! Doubtless a wealth of artistic subjects had come to him from the world of reality which he had placed far above everything else, but a greater and nobler one from the sphere which he had shunned as unfruitful and corrupting. As if by magic, the world of ideality opened before him in this exquisite silence. He again found in his own soul the joyous creative forces of Nature, and the surrounding stillness increased tenfold his capacity of perceiving it; nay, he felt as if creative energy dwelt in solitude itself. His mind had always turned toward greatness. The desire to impress his |
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