Barbara Blomberg — Volume 04 by Georg Ebers
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page 52 of 69 (75%)
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induce her to oppose to his clever remarks her own modest opinion! He
had cheerfully endured contradiction the night before during the conversation concerning music. But what had followed her luckless regret about his lame foot? The words had pierced her heart like knives; even now she did not understand where she obtained the strength to withhold the sharp answer for which her lips had already parted; but she knew her hasty spirit, which only too easily led her to outbreaks of anger. Had the power of love, or the magic spell which emanates from genuine royalty, forced her to silence? No matter. A good angel had aided her to control herself, and in a rapid prayer she besought the Holy Virgin to assist her in future if her august lover again roused her to rebellion. Now that she was losing her most sincere friends, the only ones who might have ventured a kindly warning, she must learn to guard herself. Perhaps it was fortunate that she had already discovered how necessary it was not only to show the mighty sovereign to whom her heart belonged that he was dear to her, but also to display the timid reverence with which millions bowed before him. But if she imposed this constraint upon herself, would her love still remain the same? "No, no, and again no!" cried the refractory spirit within. |
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