Love's Pilgrimage by Upton Sinclair
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imagination as epic figures, such as Black Douglas must have been to
the children of the Northern Border. But then, with widening intelligence, it became certain social forces, at first dimly apprehended. It was the god of "business"--before which all things fair and noble went down. It was "business" that kept vice triumphant in the city; it was because of "business" that the saloons could not be closed even on Sunday, so that the father might be at home one day in seven. And was it not in search of "business" that he was driven forth to loaf in hotel-lobbies and bar-rooms? Who was to blame for this, Thyrsis did not know; but certain men made profit of it--and these, too, were ignoble men. He knew this; for now and then his father's employers would honor the little family with some kind of an invitation, and they would have to swallow their pride and go. So Thyrsis grew up, with the sense of a great evil loose in the world; a wrong, of which the world did not know. And within him grew a passionate longing to cry aloud to others, to open their eyes to this truth! Outwardly he was like other boys, eager and cheerful, even boisterous; but within was this hidden thing, which brooded and questioned. Life had made him into an ascetic. He must be stern, even merciless, with himself--because of the fear that was in him, and in his mother as well. The fear that self-indulgence might lay its grisly paws upon him! The fear that he, too, might fall into the trap! It was not merely that he never touched stimulants; he had an instinct against all things that were softening and enervating, all |
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