Love's Pilgrimage by Upton Sinclair
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procession, with one of the sacred vessels in her hands; she might
have run in the Attic games, bare-limbed and fearless. Hers was a soul that leaped to the call of joy, that thrilled at the faintest touch of beauty. Above all else, she was born for music--she could have sung so that the world would have remembered it. And she was pent in a dingy boarding-house, with no point of contact with anything about her--with no human soul to whom she could whisper her despair! They sent her to a public-school, where the sad-eyed drudges of the traders came to be drilled for their tasks. They harrowed her with arithmetic and grammar, which she abhorred; they taught her patriotic songs, about a country to which she did not belong. And also, they sent her to Sunday-school, which was worse yet. She had the strangest, instinctive hatred of their religion, with all that it stood for. The sight of a clergyman with his vestments and his benedictions would make her fairly bristle with hostility. They talked to her about her sins, and she did not know what they meant; they pried into the state of her soul, and she shrunk from them as if they had been hairy spiders. Here, too, they taught her to sing--droning hymns that were a mockery of all the joys of life. So Corydon devoured her own heart in secret; and in time a dreadful thing came to happen--the stagnant soul beginning to fester. One day the girl, whose heart was the quintessence of all innocence, happened to see a low word scribbled upon a fence. And now--they had urged her to discover sins, and she discovered them. Suppose that word were to stay in her mind and haunt her--suppose that she were not able to forget it, try as she would! And of course she tried; and the more she tried, the less she succeeded; and so came the |
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