Celibates by George (George Augustus) Moore
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She did not wish to appear heartless before Ellen, but tears might
lead Ellen to suspect. As Mildred knelt down, Ellen entered. Mildred turned round. 'Don't let me disturb you,' said Ellen, 'when you have finished.' 'Will you not say a prayer with me?' 'I have said my prayers. Our prayers would not mingle.' 'What does she mean?' thought Mildred. She buried her face in her hands and asked herself what Ellen meant. 'Our prayers would not mingle. Why? Because I'm a pure woman, and she isn't. I wonder if she meant that. I hope she does not intend any violence. I must say nothing to annoy, her.' Her heart throbbed with fear, her knees trembled, she thought she would faint. Then it occurred to her that it would be a good idea to faint. Ellen would have to carry her into the street, and in the street she would be safe. And resolved to faint on the slightest provocation she rose from her knees, and stood facing the other woman, whom she noticed, with some farther alarm, stood between her and the door. If she could get out of this difficulty she never would place herself in such a position again.... Mildred tried to speak, but words stuck fast in her throat, and it was some time before her terror allowed her to notice that the expression on Ellen's face was not one of anger, but of resignation. She was safe. 'She has pretty eyes,' thought Mildred, 'a weak, nervous creature; I |
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