A Day of Fate by Edward Payson Roe
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exempt. Thee seemed indeed a man of the world when jesting at the
table, but now I see thy true self Thee is right, Richard Morton; thee can speak to me as to thy friend." "I fear your surmise is true, Mrs. Yocomb; for in two instances to-day have I caught glimpses of burdens heavier than mine." She looked at me hastily, and her face grew pale. I relieved her by quietly continuing: "Whether you have a burden on your heart or not, one thing I know to be true--the burdened in heart or conscience would instinctively turn to you. I am conscious that it is this vital difference between your spirit and that of the world which leads me to speak as I do. Except as we master and hold our own in the world, it informs us that we are of little account--one of millions; and our burdens and sorrows are treated as sickly sentimentalities. There is no isolation more perfect than that of a man of the world among people of his own kind, with whom manifestations of feeling are weaknesses, securing prompt ridicule. Reticence, a shrewd alertness to the main chance of the hour, and the spirit of the entire proverb, 'Every man for himself,' become such fixed characteristics that I suppose there is danger that the deepest springs in one's nature may dry up, and no Artesian shaft of mercy or truth be able to find anything in a man's soul save arid selfishness. In spite of all that conscience can say against me--and it can say very much--I feel sure that I have not yet reached that hopeless condition." "No, Richard Morton, thee has not." "I honestly hope I never may, and yet I fear it. Perhaps the turning- point has come when I must resolutely look my old life and its |
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