Wild Youth, Volume 1. by Gilbert Parker
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page 77 of 85 (90%)
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"No, no, I'm sure not," she answered. "It's only the shock."
"Can you walk a little?" he asked. "This poor horse--let's get away from it. There's a good place over there--see!" He pointed to a little rise in the ground where were a few stunted trees and some long grass and shrubs. "Can you walk?" "Oh, yes, I'm all right," she answered nervously. "I don't need your arm. I can walk by myself." "I think not--well, not yet, anyhow," he answered soothingly. "Please do as you're told. I'm keeping my arm around you for the present." Always in the past she had obeyed, when commanded by her mother or husband, with an apathy which had smothered her youth. Now her youth seemed to drink eagerly a cup of obedience--as though it were the wine of life itself. She even longed to obey the voice whispering in her soul from ever so far away: "Close--close to him! Home is in his arms." With all her unconscious revelation of herself, however, there was that in her which was pure maidenliness. For, married as she was, she had never in any real sense been a wife, or truly understood what wifedom meant, or heard in her heart the call of the cradle. She had been the victim of possession, which had meant no more to her than to be, as it were, subjected daily to the milder tortures of the Inquisition. Yet she knew and could realize to the full that a power which had her in control, which possessed her by the rights of the law, prevented her--and would prevent her by whatever torture was possible--from friendship, alliance, or whatever it might be, with Orlando. She knew the law: one |
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