Self-Raised by Emma Dorothy Eliza Nevitte Southworth
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and detailing all the incidents of his youthful career until it
culminated in the dreadful household wreck that had killed Nora, exiled his family and blasted his own happiness forever. Ishmael listened with the deepest sympathy. It was indeed the tearing open of old wounds in Herman Brudenell's breast; and it was the inflicting of new ones in Ishmael's heart. It was an hour of unspeakable distress to both. Herman did not spare himself in the relation; yet in the end Ishmael exculpated his father from all blame. We know indeed that in his relations with Nora he was blameless, unless his fatal haste could be called a fault. And so for his long neglect of Ishmael, which really was a great sin, and the greatest he had ever committed, Ishmael never gave a thought to that, it was only a sin against himself, and Ishmael was not selfish enough to feel or resent it. Herman Brudenell ended his story very much as he had commenced it. "And since that day of doom, Ishmael, I have been a lonely, homeless, miserable wanderer over the wide world! The fabled Wandering Jew not more wretched than I!" And the bowed head, blanched complexion, and quivering features bore testimony to his words. CHAPTER III |
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