Once Aboard the Lugger by A. S. M. (Arthur Stuart-Menteth) Hutchinson
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different from this morning.
"Are you thinking me silly when I write like this, or are you dreadfully bored with it? I can't help it, Georgie; love means so much more to us women than to you men. It is essentially different. When a man in love thinks of the woman he thinks of her as 'mine,' and that thrills him--possession. But when the woman thinks of him she thinks of herself as 'his,' and that moves every fibre of her, strikes every chord--capitulation. The man expresses love by saying 'You are mine'; the woman by 'I am yours.' That is how it is with me. I sing to myself that I am yours, yours, yours. I want you to have every bit of me. I want you to know every thought I have. If I had bad thoughts, I would tell them you. If I had desires, I would make them known and would not blush. I want you to see right into my very heart. I want to lay everything before you--to come to you bound and naked. That is what love is with women, dear. Some of us resist it, school it otherwise-- but I do not think they are happy; not really happy. It is our nature to be as I have said, and to fight against nature is wearying work, leaving marks: it is to get tossed aside out of the sun. "Are you thinking me unutterably tiresome and foolish?--but you will not think that; because you love me. "Ah, let me write that again!-because you love me. And let me write this: I love you. "My dear, is not that curious?--the precious joy of saying 'I love you,' and the constant yearning to hear it said. Not lovers alone have this joy and this desire. Mothers teach their babies to say 'I love you, mother,' and constantly and constantly they ask, 'Do you love me, |
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