Once Aboard the Lugger by A. S. M. (Arthur Stuart-Menteth) Hutchinson
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months or so through failing an exam, didn't trouble me. But this is
different. I was right up against getting clear of all this"--he comprehended garden and house in a sweep of the hand--"counted it a dead certainty--and here I am pitched back again." "But, George, you did work so hard this time. It isn't as though you had to blame yourself." She put a clinging hand into his arm. "You can suffer no--remorse. That is what makes failure so dreadful--the knowledge that things might have been otherwise if one had liked." George laughed quite gaily. Gloom never lay long upon this young man. "You're a sweet little person," he said. "You ought to be right, but you are wrong. When I didn't work I didn't mind failing. It's when I've tried that I get sick." Margaret's eyes brightened. There was melancholy here. "Oh, I know what you mean. I know so well. I have felt that. You mean the--the haunting fear that you may never be able to succeed; that you have not the--the talent, the capacity." She continued pleadingly: "Oh, you mustn't think that. You can--you _will_ succeed next time, you know." "Rather!" responded George brightly. Margaret was quite pained. She would have had him express doubt, despondently sigh; would have heartened him with her poem. The confident "rather!" jarred. She hurried from its vigour. |
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