Bitter-Sweet by J. G. (Josiah Gilbert) Holland
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page 21 of 144 (14%)
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I am not satisfied. If evil live
Against God's will, evil is king of all, And they do well who worship Lucifer. I am not satisfied. My reason spurns Such prostitution to absurdities. I know that you are happy; but I shrink From your blind faith with loathing and with fear. And feel that I must win it, if I win, With the surrender, not of will alone, But of the noblest faculty that God Has crowned me with. _Israel_. O blind and stubborn child! My light, my joy, my burden and my grief! How would I lead you to the wells of peace, And see you dip your fevered palms and drink! Gladly to purchase this would I lay down The precious remnant of my life, and sleep, Wrapped in the faith you spurn, till the archangel Sounds the last trump. But God's good will be done! I leave you with Him. _Ruth_. Father, talk not thus! Oh, do not blame me! I would do it all, If but to bless you with a single joy; But I am helpless. |
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