Bitter-Sweet by J. G. (Josiah Gilbert) Holland
page 90 of 144 (62%)
page 90 of 144 (62%)
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I could be nothing but the medium
Through which his love should pass to reach its shrine; The glass through which the sun's electric beams Kindles the rose's heart, and still remains Chill and serene itself--without reward! Then came to me the thought of my great wrong. A man had spoiled my heart, degraded me; A wanton woman had defrauded me; I would get reparation how I could! He must be something to me--I to him! All men, however good, are weak, I thought; And if I can arrest no beam of love By right of nature or by leave of law, I'll stain the glass! And the last words I said, As I lay down upon my bed to dream, Were those four words of sin: "I'll stain the glass!" _Grace_. Mary, I cannot hear you more; your tale, So bitter and so passing pitiful I have forgotten tears, and feel my eyes Burn dry and hot with looking at your face, Now gathers blackness, and grows horrible. _Mary_. Nay, you must hear me out; I cannot pause; And have no worse to say than I have said-- Thank God, and him who put away my toils! |
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