Greifenstein by F. Marion (Francis Marion) Crawford
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had the chance of learning them I would do it, to please you. It would
not make me love you any more. I believe that we, who think of few people because we know few, think of them more and more lovingly. But if I took trouble to please you, it would show you how much I love you. Perhaps--perhaps that is what you really want, that I should say more, act more, make a greater show. Is that it, after all?' Her mood had changed while she was speaking, perhaps by the enumeration of her points of inferiority. She turned her bright eyes towards Greif with a look of curiosity, as though wondering whether she had hit the mark, as indeed she had, by a pure accident. 'It cannot be that--I cannot be such a fool!' Greif exclaimed with all the resentment of a man who has been found out in his selfishness. 'I should not think any the worse of you,' said Hilda. 'It is I who have been foolish not to guess it before. How should you understand that I love you, merely because I say good morning and kiss you, and good evening and kiss you, and talk about the weather and your mother's ribbands! There must be something more. And yet I feel that if you married some one else, I should be very unhappy and should perhaps die. Why not? There would not be anything to live for. Why can I not find some way of letting you know how I love you? There must be ways of showing it--but I have thought of everything I can do for you, and it is so little, for you have everything. Only--Greif, you must not doubt that I love you because I have no way of showing it--or if you do--' 'Forgive me, Hilda--I never doubted--' 'Oh, but you did, you did,' answered Hilda with great emphasis, and in |
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