Old Mission Stories of California by Charles Franklin Carter
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them. Do not think I am decrying the convent - far be from me such a
thing! But I believe, I know, God never intended that his creatures should isolate themselves in any such way from the duties among which He had placed them." The Father had risen to his feet as he uttered the last sentence, and, with some agitation, took a few steps back and forth in the room. He was an earnest, deep-souled man, eager and passionate, almost to the point of inspiration, when aroused from his usual reserved manner. Apolinaria was greatly beloved by him, and it was with genuine pain that he had heard her wish. "Apolinaria," he said at last, after a few moments of silence on the part of both, "hija mia, have I made you see this matter clearly,? Can not you trust me to decide this weighty question for you? Is your heart so set on the quiet life of prayer, cut off from so much of the work, without which, Saint James tells us, faith is dead? Do not decide now," he added, as Apolinaria made an uncertain attempt to speak, "take plenty of time, daughter; think it over during the next week, and then come to see me again and let me know." "I thank you, Father, and I shall consider what you have said to me. Will you pray for me that I may be guided aright?" "Surely, my daughter," replied the Father, and laying his hands on her head as Apolinaria knelt before him, continued in slow, measured tones: "May the Mother of God help you to choose that which will ever be most pleasing and acceptable to her Son, our Lord Jesus Christ." "Amen," whispered Apolinaria. |
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