In Midsummer Days, and Other Tales by August Strindberg
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mustn't mind it!"
In the evening there was a garden party and the leadsman was present, but his pleasure was gone; he had been laughed at, and he had grown small in his own estimation, smaller than the fool, who had made quite a hit as a jester. Therefore he was despondent, felt uneasy at the thought of the future and doubtful of his own capability. And wherever he went he met the fool who was caricaturing him. He saw his faults enlarged, especially his pride and his boastfulness; all his secret thoughts and weaknesses were made public. For three painful hours he examined the account book of his conscience; what no man had dared to tell him before, the fool had told him. Perfect knowledge of oneself is a splendid thing, Socrates calls it the highest of all goods. Towards the end of the evening the leadsman had conquered himself, admitted his faults, and resolved to turn over a new leaf. As he was passing a group of people he heard a voice behind a hedge saying:-- "It's extraordinary, how the leadsman has improved. He's really quite a delightful fellow!" These words did him good; but what pleased him more than anything else were a few whispered words from his sweetheart. "You are so nice to-night," she said, "that you look quite handsome." |
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