Seven Who Were Hanged by Leonid Nikolayevich Andreyev
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hour again filled him with horror. It was probable that some day he
should be assassinated, but it would not happen to-morrow-it would not happen to-morrow-and he could sleep undisturbed, as if he were really immortal. Fools-they did not know what a great law they had dislodged, what an abyss they had opened, when they said in their idiotic kindness: "At one o'clock in the afternoon, your Excellency!" "No, not at one o'clock in the afternoon, your Excellency, but no one knows when. No one knows when! What?" "Nothing," answered Silence, "nothing." "But you did say something." "Nothing, nonsense. I say: to-morrow, at one o'clock in the afternoon!" There was a sudden, acute pain in his heart-and he understood that he would have neither sleep, nor peace, nor joy until that accursed black hour standing out of the dial should have passed. Only the shadow of the knowledge of something which no living being could know stood there in the corner, and that was enough to darken the world and envelop him with the impenetrable gloom of horror. The once disturbed fear of death diffused through his body, penetrated into his bones. He no longer feared the murderers of the next day-they had vanished, they had been forgotten, they had mingled with the crowd of hostile faces and incidents which surrounded his life. He now feared something sudden and inevitable-an apoplectic stroke, heart failure, some foolish thin little vessel which might suddenly fail to withstand the |
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