Ideala by Sarah Grand
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their social duties are limited, and they are too well off to be
obliged to trouble themselves about anything.' 'It is the existence of those villas,' the editor answered, 'that makes the present profession of the novelist possible.' But I think," said Ideala, "that those women might find something better to do than to make a profession for novelists." "But you do a good deal yourself, Ideala," I ventured. "Yes, in a purposeless way. All my acts are isolated; it would make little difference if they had never been done." "Then you are not content, after all, to be merely a poem?" I said, maliciously. "You would like to do as well as to be?" She laughed. Then, after a little, she said earnestly: "Do you know, I always feel as if I _could_ do something--teach something--or help others in a small way with some work of importance. I never believe I was born just to live and die. But I have a queer feeling about it. I am sure I shall be made to go down into some great depth of sin and misery myself, in order to learn what it is I have to teach." She loved music, and painting, and poetry, and science, and none of her loves were barren. She embraced them each in turn with an ardour that resulted in the production of an offspring--a song, a picture, a poem, or book on some most serious subject, and all worthy of note. But she was inconstant, and these children of her thought or fancy were generally isolated efforts that marked the culminating point of her devotion, and lessened her interest if they did not exhaust her strength. |
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