Sleeping Fires: a Novel by Gertrude Franklin Horn Atherton
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boat to South America. But his unclouded mind drove inexorably to the
end: her conscience and unremitting sense of disgrace would work the complete unhappiness of both. Divorce was equally out of the question. As he approached her door he felt a strong inclination to pass it and defer the inevitable interview until the morrow. He must step warily with her as with the world, and he needed all his self-control. If he lost his head and told her that he loved her he would not save a crumb from his feast. Moreover, there was the possibility of revealing her to herself if she loved him, and that would mean utter misery for her. Did she? He walked hastily past her door. His coolly reasoning brain felt suddenly full of hot vapors. Then he cursed himself for a coward and turned back. She would feel herself deserted in her most trying hour, for she needed a reassuring friend at this moment if never before. He had rarely failed to keep his head when he chose and he would keep it now. But when he entered the room his self-command was put to a severe test. She was huddled in a chair crying, and although he scoffed at woman's tears as roundly as Dr. Talbot, they never failed to rain on the softest spot in his nature. But he walked directly to the hearth rug and lit a cigarette. "I hope you are not letting that old cat worry you." He managed to infuse his tones with an amiable contempt. But Madeleine only cried the harder. |
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