English Men of Letters: Coleridge by H. D. (Henry Duff) Traill
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CHAPTER VI
Stay at Malta--Its injurious effects--Return to England--Meeting with De Quincey--Residence in London--First series of lectures. [1806-1809.] Never was human being destined so sadly and signally to illustrate the _coelum non animum_ aphorism as the unhappy passenger on the _Speedwell_. Southey shall describe his condition when he left England; and his own pathetic lines to William Wordsworth will picture him to us on his return. "You are in great measure right about Coleridge," writes the former to his friend Rickman, "he is worse in body than you seem to believe; but the main cause lies in his own management of himself, or rather want of management. His mind is in a perpetual St. Vitus's dance--eternal activity without action. At times he feels mortified that he should have done so little, but this feeling never produces any exertion. 'I will begin to-morrow,' he says, and thus he has been all his lifelong letting to-day slip. He has had no heavy calamities in life, and so contrives to be miserable about trifles. Poor fellow, there is no one thing which gives me so much pain as the witnessing such a waste of unequalled powers." Then, after recalling the case of a highly promising schoolfellow, who had made shipwreck of his life, and whom "a few individuals only remember with a sort of horror and affection, which just serves to make them melancholy whenever they think of him or mention his name," he adds: "This will not be the case with Coleridge; the _disjecta membra_ will be found if he does not die early: but having so much to do, so many errors to weed out of the world which he is capable of eradicating, if |
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