Old Mortality, Volume 1. by Sir Walter Scott
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the insufferable wrongs to which my miserable countrymen are subjected?--
And yet, who shall warrant me that these people, rendered wild by persecution, would not, in the hour of victory, be as cruel and as intolerant as those by whom they are now hunted down? What degree of moderation, or of mercy, can be expected from this Burley, so distinguished as one of their principal champions, and who seems even now to be reeking from some recent deed of violence, and to feel stings of remorse, which even his enthusiasm cannot altogether stifle? I am weary of seeing nothing but violence and fury around me--now assuming the mask of lawful authority, now taking that of religious zeal. I am sick of my country--of myself--of my dependent situation--of my repressed feelings--of these woods--of that river--of that house--of all but--Edith, and she can never be mine! Why should I haunt her walks?--Why encourage my own delusion, and perhaps hers?--She can never be mine. Her grandmother's pride--the opposite principles of our families--my wretched state of dependence--a poor miserable slave, for I have not even the wages of a servant--all circumstances give the lie to the vain hope that we can ever be united. Why then protract a delusion so painful? "But I am no slave," he said aloud, and drawing himself up to his full stature--"no slave, in one respect, surely. I can change my abode--my father's sword is mine, and Europe lies open before me, as before him and hundreds besides of my countrymen, who have filled it with the fame of their exploits. Perhaps some lucky chance may raise me to a rank with our Ruthvens, our Lesleys, our Monroes, the chosen leaders of the famous Protestant champion, Gustavus Adolphus, or, if not, a soldier's life or a soldier's grave." When he had formed this determination, he found himself near the door of |
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