The Good News of God by Charles Kingsley
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Judge yourselves; mend your lives;
Leave other folks alone. But if a man, hearing this sermon, begins to say to himself, Such a man as I am--so full of faults as I am--what right have I in church? So selfish--so uncharitable--so worldly--so useless--so unfair (or whatever other faults the man may feel guilty of)--in one word, so unlike what I ought to be--so unlike Christ--so unlike God whom I come to worship. How little I act up to what I believe! how little I really believe what I have learnt! what right have I in church? What if God were saying the same of me as he said of those old Jews, 'Thy church-going, thy coming to communion, thy Christmas-day, my soul hateth; I am weary to bear it. Who hath required this at thy hands, to tread my courts?' People round me may think me good enough as men go now; but I know myself too well; and I know that instead of saying with the Pharisee to any man here, 'I thank God that I am not as this man or that,' I ought rather to stand afar off like the publican, and not lift up so much as my eyes toward heaven, crying only 'God, be merciful to me a sinner.' If a man should think thus, my friends, his thoughts may make him very serious for awhile; nay, very sad. But they need not make him miserable: need still less make him despair. They ought to set him on thinking--Why do I come to church? Because it is the fashion? Because I want to hear the preacher? |
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