David Poindexter's Disappearance, and Other Tales by Julian Hawthorne
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those vows?" exclaimed David, with more warmth. "I have long felt that
I was not fitted for this sacred calling. Before the secret tribunal of my self-knowledge, I have stood charged with the sin of hypocrisy. It has been God's will that I be delivered from that sin." "Why did you not say that before, David?" she demanded, looking at him. "Why did you remain a hypocrite until it was for your worldly benefit to abandon your trust? Can you say, on your word of honor, that you would stand where you do now if you were still poor instead of rich?" "Men's eyes are to some extent opened and their views are confirmed by events. They make our dreams and forebodings into realities. We question in our minds, and events give us the answers." "Such an argument might excuse any villainy," said Edith, lifting her head indignantly. "Villainy! Do you use that word to me?" exclaimed David. "Not unless your own heart bids me--and I do not know your heart." "Because you do not love me?" "You may be right," replied Edith, striving to steady her voice; "but at least I believed I loved you." "You are cured of that belief, it seems--as I am cured of many foolish faiths," said David, with gloomy bitterness. "Well, so be it! The love that waits upon a fastidious conscience is never the deepest love. My love is not of that complexion. Were it possible that the shadow of |
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