Erema — My Father's Sin by R. D. (Richard Doddridge) Blackmore
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as we remained with people who could not allow for us. My father, by
his calm reserve and dignity and largeness, had always, among European people, kept himself secluded; but now in this rough life, so pent in trackless tracts, and pressed together by perpetual peril, every body's manners had been growing free and easy. Every man had been compelled to tell, as truly as he could, the story of his life thus far, to amuse his fellow-creatures--every man, I mean, of course, except my own poor father. Some told their stories every evening, until we were quite tired--although they were never the same twice over; but my father could never be coaxed to say a syllable more than, "I was born, and I shall die." This made him very unpopular with the men, though all the women admired it; and if any rough fellow could have seen a sign of fear, the speaker would have been insulted. But his manner and the power of his look were such that, even after ardent spirits, no man saw fit to be rude to him. Nevertheless, there had always been the risk of some sad outrage. "Erema," my father said to me, when the dust from the rear of the caravan was lost behind a cloud of rocks, and we two stood in the wilderness alone--"do you know, my own Erema, why I bring you from them?" "Father dear, how should I know? You have done it, and it must be right." "It is not for their paltry insults. Child, you know what I think all that. It is for you, my only child, that I am doing what now I do." I looked up into his large, sad eyes without a word, in such a way that |
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