Doctor Grimshawe's Secret — a Romance by Nathaniel Hawthorne
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and his manuscript. But he seemed troubled, irresolute, weak, and at
last he blew out a volley of oaths, with no apparent appropriateness, and then seemed to be communing with himself. "It is of no use to carry this on any further," said he, fiercely, in a decided tone, as if he had taken a resolution. "Elsie, my girl, come and kiss me." So Elsie kissed him, amid all the tobacco-smoke which was curling out of his mouth, as if there were a half-extinguished furnace in his inside. "Elsie, my little girl, I mean to die to-day," said the old man. "To die, dear Doctor Grim? O, no! O, no!" "O, yes! Elsie," said the Doctor, in a very positive tone. "I have kept myself alive by main force these three weeks, and I find it hardly worth the trouble. It requires so much exercise of will;--and I am weary, weary. The pipe does not taste good, the brandy bewilders me. Ned is gone, too;--I have nothing else to do. I have wrought this many a year for an object, and now, taking all things into consideration, I don't know whether to execute it or no. Ned is gone; there is nobody but my little Elsie,--a good child, but not quite enough to live for. I will let myself die, therefore, before sunset." "O, no! Doctor Grim. Let us send for Ned, and you will think it worth the trouble of living." "No, Elsie, I want no one near my death-bed; when I have finished a |
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