Pan by Knut Hamsun
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There were several places where we could meet--at the mill, on the road, even in my hut. She came wherever I would. _"Goddag!"_ she cried, always first, and I answered _"Goddag!"_ "You are happy to-day," she says, and her eyes sparkle. "Yes, I am happy," I answer. "There is a speck there on your shoulder; it is dust, perhaps, a speck of mud from the road; I must kiss that little spot. No--let me--I will. Everything about you stirs me so! I am half out of my senses. I did not sleep last night." And that was true. Many a night I lay and could not sleep. We walk side by side along the road. "What do you think--am I as you like me to be?" she asks. "Perhaps I talk too much. No? Oh, but you must say what you really think. Sometimes I think to myself this can never come to any good..." "What can never come to any good?" I ask. "This between us. That it cannot come to any good. You may believe it or not, but I am shivering now with cold; I feel icy cold the moment I come to you. Just out of happiness." "It is the same with me," I answer. "I feel a shiver, too, when I see you. But it will come to some good all the same. And, anyhow, let me pat you on the back, to warm you." |
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