Pan by Knut Hamsun
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gone to bed before you come; she was very tired, I could see it myself.
I tell you the best news I can, now; it is true. You will find her at home--go, then!" And I turned and hurried away from him, striking out with a long stride up through the woods and back to the hut. For a while I sat there on the bed just as I had come in, with my bag over my shoulder and my gun in my hand. Strange thoughts passed through my mind. Why ever had I given myself away so to that Doctor? The thought that I had put my arm round him and looked at him with wet eyes angered me; he would chuckle over it, I thought; perhaps at that very moment he might be sitting laughing over it, with Edwarda. He had set his stick aside in the hall. Yes, even if I were lame, I could not compare with the Doctor. I could never compare with him--those were her words... I stepped out into the middle of the floor, cocked my gun, set the muzzle against my left instep, and pulled the trigger. The shot passed through the middle of the foot and pierced the floor. Asop gave a short terrified bark. A little after there came a knock at the door. It was the Doctor. "Sorry to disturb you," he began. "You went off so suddenly, I thought it might do no harm if we had a little talk together. Smell of powder, isn't there...?" He was perfectly sober. "Did you see Edwarda? Did you get your stick?" I asked. |
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