Memoir and Letters of Francis W. Newman by Giberne Sieveking
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evidently breaking away from all definite dogmatic faith. He was bent, so
to speak, on inventing a new religion for himself. Gradually every year made the spiritual breach wider between him and those who held the Christian Faith. Soon he did not hesitate to say out, in very unguarded language, what he really thought of doctrines which he knew were precious to them. Sometimes to-day, indeed, in reading his books, one comes across some statement in letter, article, or lecture flung out almost venomously; and one steps back mentally as if a spiritual hiss had whipped the air from some inimical sentence which had suddenly lifted its heretical head from amongst an otherwise quiet group of words. At the end of life it is said that he showed signs of some return to the early faith of his boyhood. That he said, just before his death, to Rev. Temperley Grey, who was visiting him in his last illness, "I feel Paul is less and less to me; and Christ is more and more." And those who knew that side of him which was splendid in its untiring effort for the betterment of mankind--for the righting of wrongs to women, and others unable to achieve it for themselves--cannot but hope that the faith of earlier days was his once more, before he passed into the silence that lies--as far as we are concerned in this world--at the back of Death. I remember being told once, that of Stanley it was said by someone who knew him well, that she had always felt that "he believed more than he knew he did." And when one thinks how Francis Newman looked up in faith--even though it was an absolutely undogmatic, formless faith--to a God who watched over mankind, one may hope that he too "believed more than he knew he did." |
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