The Leatherwood God by William Dean Howells
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"Woman!" her brother said, "don't try to hide behind the dead in your sin."
"It's _no_ sin! I was as innocent as the babe unborn when I married Laban--as innocent as he was, poor boy, when he would _have_ me; and we all thought _he_ was dead. Oh, _why_ couldn't he have been dead?" "This is murder you have in your heart now, Nancy," the old man said, with who knows what awful pleasure in his casuistry, so pitilessly unerring. "If the life of that wicked man could buy you safety in your sin you could wish it taken." "Oh, oh, oh! What shall I do, what shall I do." She wailed out the words with her head fallen forward on her knees, and her loose hair dripping over them. "Do? Go home, and bring your little one, and come to me. I will deal with Laban when he gets back tonight." She started erect. "And let him think I've left him? And the neighbors, let them think we've quarreled, and I couldn't live with him?" "It won't matter what the world thinks," Gillespie said, and he spoke of the small backwoods settlement as if it were some great center of opinion such as in great communities dispenses fame and infamy, and makes its judgments supremely dreaded. "Besides," he faltered, "no one is knowing but ourselves to his coming back. It can seem as if _he_ left _you_." "And I live such a lie as that? Is this _you_, David?" |
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