Old Calabria by Norman Douglas
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the sea tranquil or stormy. To you I would give my felicity, my future;
for one of your words I would spill my blood drop by drop. "Of all my lovers you are the only ideal consort _(consorto)_ to whom I would give my love and all the expansion of my soul and youthful enthusiasm _(intusiamo),_ the greatest enthusiasm _(co-tusiamo)_ my heart has ever known. O cruel one who has deigned to put his sweet poison in my heart to-day, while to-morrow you will pass me with indifference. Cold, proud as ever, serious and disdainful--you understand? However that may be, I send you the unrepenting cry of my rebellious heart: I love you! "It is late at night, and I am still awake, and at this hour my soul is sadder than ever in its great isolation _(insolamende);_ I look on my past love and your dear image. Too much I love you and (illegible) without your affection. "How sadly I remember your sweet words whispered on a pathetic evening when everything around was fair and rosy. How happy I then was when life seemed radiant with felicity and brightened by your love. And now nothing more remains of it; everything is finished. How sad even to say it. My heart is shipwrecked far, far away from that happiness which I sought." (Three further pages of this.) 2.--From a boy of 14 who takes the initiative; such letters are rare. Note the business-like brevity. "DEAR MISS ANNE, |
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