Tales of the Wilderness by Boris Pilniak
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something that unites--without the aid of speech--not only Alena and
me, but the world and me. That is a law of God." "So it is," murmured Kseniya. "Forgive me ... poor old Alena." "I love her, and she has given me a daughter...." "Yes, that is true. And we ... we love, but are childless... We rise in the morning feeling dull and depressed from our revels of overnight, while you were wisely sleeping." Kseniya Ippolytovna's voice rose higher. "'We are the heisha-girls of lantern-light,' you remember Annensky? At night we sit in restaurants, drinking wine and listening to garish music. We love--but are childless.... And you? You live a sober, righteous and sensible life, seeking the truth.... Isn't that so?' Truth!" Her cry was malignant and full of derision. "That is unjust, Kseniya," answered Polunin in a low voice, hanging his head. "No, wait," continued the mocking voice at the other end of the line; "here is something more from Annensky: 'We are the heisha-girls of lantern-light!'... 'And what seemed to them music brought them torment'; and again: 'But Cypris has nothing more sacred than the words _I love_, unuttered by us' ..." "That is unjust, Kseniya." "Unjust!" She laughed stridently; then suddenly was silent. She began to speak in a sad, scarcely audible whisper: "But Cypris has nothing more sacred than the words _I love_, unuttered by us.... I love ... |
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