Crucial Instances by Edith Wharton
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turned over the dusty documents that seemed to fill the drawer. "Is this
it?" she said, holding out a thin discolored volume. He seized it with a gasp. "Oh, by George," he said, dropping into the nearest chair. She stood observing him strangely as his eye devoured the mouldy pages. "Is this the only copy left?" he asked at length, looking up for a moment as a thirsty man lifts his head from his glass. "I think it must be. I found it long ago, among some old papers that my aunts were burning up after my grandmother's death. They said it was of no use--that he'd always meant to destroy the whole edition and that I ought to respect his wishes. But it was something he had written; to burn it was like shutting the door against his voice--against something he had once wished to say, and that nobody had listened to. I wanted him to feel that I was always here, ready to listen, even when others hadn't thought it worth while; and so I kept the pamphlet, meaning to carry out his wish and destroy it before my death." Her visitor gave a groan of retrospective anguish. "And but for me--but for to-day--you would have?" "I should have thought it my duty." "Oh, by George--by George," he repeated, subdued afresh by the inadequacy of speech. She continued to watch him in silence. At length he jumped up and |
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