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The Caxtons — Volume 09 by Baron Edward Bulwer Lytton Lytton
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affectation of superiority, in such a case, would come ill from one who
owes his own fortune to his wife! But, as it is, I have a stake in the
world, won not by fortune only, but the labor of a life, the suppression
of half my nature,--the drudging, squaring, taming down all that made
the glory and joy of my youth,--to be that hard, matter-of-fact thing
which the English world expect in a statesman! This station has
gradually opened into its natural result,--power! I tell you I shall
soon have high office in the administration; I hope to render great
services to England,--for we English politicians, whatever the mob and
the Press say of us, are not selfish place-hunters. I refused office,
as high as I look for now, ten years ago. We believe in our opinions,
and we hail the power that may carry them into effect. In this cabinet
I shall have enemies. Oh, don't think we leave jealousy behind us, at
the doors of Downing Street! I shall be one of a minority. I know well
what must happen: like all men in power, I must strengthen myself by
other heads and hands than my own. My daughter shall bring to me the
alliance of that house in England which is most necessary to me. My
life falls to the ground, like a child's pyramid of cards, if I waste--I
do not say on you, but on men of ten times your fortune (whatever that
be)--the means of strength which are at my disposal in the hand of Fanny
Trevanion. To this end I have looked, but to this end her mother has
schemed; for these household matters are within a man's hopes, but
belong to a woman's policy. So much for us. But to you, my dear and
frank and high-souled young friend; to you, if I were not Fanny's
father, if I were your nearest relation, and Fanny could be had for the
asking, with all her princely dower (for it is princely),--to you I
should say, fly from a load upon the heart, on the genius, the energy,
the pride, and the spirit, which not one man in ten thousand can bear;
fly from the curse of owing everything to a wife! It is a reversal of
all natural position, it is a blow to all the manhood within us. You
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