The Caxtons — Volume 14 by Baron Edward Bulwer Lytton Lytton
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It is impossible to convey to the reader the despair that was in those
words. "Perhaps," said I, after a long pause and in a low voice, for I was awe- stricken, "perhaps--if he be dead--he may have repented of all offence to you before he died." "Repented--ha, ha!" "Or if he be not dead--" "Hush, boy, hush!" "While there is life, there is hope of repentance." "Look you, nephew," said the Captain, rising, and folding his arms resolutely on his breast,--"look you, I desired that that name might never be breathed. I have not cursed my son yet; could he come to life --the curse might fall! You do not know what torture your words have given me just when I had opened my heart to another son, and found that son in you. With respect to the lost, I have now but one prayer, and you know it,--the heart-broken prayer that his name never more may come to my ears!" As he closed these words, to which I ventured no reply, the Captain took long, disordered strides across the room; and suddenly, as if the space imprisoned, or the air stifled him, he seized his hat and hastened into the streets. Recovering my surprise and dismay, I ran after him; but he commanded me to leave him to his own thoughts, in a voice so stern, yet so sad, that I had no choice but to obey. I knew, by my own experience, |
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