The Caxtons — Volume 16 by Baron Edward Bulwer Lytton Lytton
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accomplice? If not yet, how small the step between companionship and
participation! He took the child left him still from the convent, returned to England, and arrived there to be seized with fever and delirium,--apparently on the same day or a day before that on which the son had dropped, shelter-less and penniless, on the stones of London. CHAPTER VI. The Attempt to Build a Temple to Fortune Out of the Ruins of Home. "But," said Vivian, pursuing his tale, "but when you came to my aid, not knowing me; when you relieved me; when from your own lips, for the first time, I heard words that praised me, and for qualities that implied I might yet be 'worth much,'--ah!" he added mournfully, "I remember the very words,--a new light broke upon me, struggling and dim, but light still. The ambition with which I had sought the truckling Frenchman revived, and took worthier and more definite form. I would lift myself above the mire, make a name, rise in life!" Vivian's head drooped; but he raised it quickly, and laughed his low, mocking laugh. What follows of this tale may be told succinctly. Retaining his bitter feelings towards his father, he resolved to continue his incognito: he gave himself a name likely to mislead conjecture if I conversed of him to my family, since he knew that Roland was aware that a Colonel Vivian had been afflicted by a runaway son,-- and indeed, the talk upon that subject had first put the notion of |
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