The Caxtons — Volume 16 by Baron Edward Bulwer Lytton Lytton
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But while on this point repentance seemed genuine, it was not so with
regard to his conduct towards Miss Trevanion. His gypsy nurture, his loose associates, his extravagant French romances, his theatrical anode of looking upon love intrigues and stage plots, seemed all to rise between his intelligence and the due sense of the fraud and treachery he had practised. He seemed to feel more shame at the exposure than at the guilt, more despair at the failure of success than gratitude at escape from crime. In a word, the nature of a whole life was not to be remodelled at once,--at least by an artificer so unskilled as I. After one of these interviews I stole into the room where Austin sat with Roland, and watching a seasonable moment when Roland, shaking off a revery, opened his Bible and sat down to it, with each muscle in his face set, as I had seen it before, into iron resolution, I beckoned my father from the room. Pisistratus.--"I have again seen my cousin. I cannot make the way I wished. My dear father, you must see him." Mr. Caxton.--"I? Yes, assuredly, if I can be of any service. But will he listen to me?" Pisistratus.--"I think so. A young man will often respect in his elder what he will resent as a presumption in his contemporary." Mr. Caxton.--"It may be so. [Then more thoughtfully] But you describe this strange boy's mind as a wreck! In what part of the mouldering timbers can I fix the grappling-hook? Here it seems that most of the supports on which we can best rely, when we would save another, fail us,--religion, honor, the associations of childhood, the bonds of home, |
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