Ernest Maltravers — Volume 08 by Baron Edward Bulwer Lytton Lytton
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possession I have gained."
"May your fears ever be as idle!" "And you really love me! I repeat to myself ever and ever that one phrase. I could once have borne to lose you, now it would be my death. I despaired of ever being loved for myself; my wealth was a fatal dower; I suspected avarice in every vow, and saw the base world lurk at the bottom of every heart that offered itself at my shrine. But you, Ernest,--you, I feel, never could weigh gold in the balance--and you--if you love--love me for myself." "And I shall love thee more with every hour." "I know not that: I dread that you will love me less when you know me more. I fear I shall seem to you exacting--I am jealous already. I was jealous even of Lady T------, when I saw you by her side this morning. I would have your every look--monopolise your every word." This confession did not please Maltravers, as it might have done if he had been more deeply in love. Jealousy, in a woman of so vehement and imperious a nature, was indeed a passion to be dreaded. "Do not say so, dear Florence," said he, with a very grave smile; "for love should have implicit confidence as its bond and nature--and jealousy is doubt, and doubt is the death of love." A shade passed over Florence's too expressive face, and she sighed heavily. |
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