Ernest Maltravers — Volume 09 by Baron Edward Bulwer Lytton Lytton
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have shrunk from this petty gall upon the wrung withers; but, as I have
said, there is a terrible disconnection between the author and the man. The first is always at our mercy--of the last we know nothing. At such an hour Maltravers could feel none of the contempt that proud--none of the wrath that vain, minds feel at these stings. He could feel nothing but an undefined abhorrence of the world, and of the aims and objects he had pursued so long. Yet that even he did not then feel. He was in a dream; but as men remember dreams, so when he awoke did he loathe his own former aspirations, and sicken at their base rewards. It was the first time since his first year of inexperienced authorship that abuse had had the power even to vex him for a moment. But here, when the cup was already full, was the drop that overflowed. The great column of his past world was gone, and all else seemed crumbling away. At length Colonel Danvers entered. Maltravers drew him aside, and they left the club. "Danvers," said the latter, "the time in which I told you I should need your services is near at hand; let me see you, if possible, to-night." "Certainly--I shall be, at the House till eleven. After that hour you will find me at home." "I thank you." "Cannot this matter be arranged amicably?" "No, it is a quarrel of life and death." "Yet the world is really growing too enlightened for these old mimicries |
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