Kenelm Chillingly — Volume 07 by Baron Edward Bulwer Lytton Lytton
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"Think over it, and try." Tom mused for some moments and then began. "You see, sir, that I was a very different man myself when I fell in love with Jessie Wiles, and said, 'Come what may, that girl shall be my wife. Nobody else shall have her.'" "Agreed; go on." "But while I was becoming a different man, when I thought of her--and I was always thinking of her--I still pictured her to myself as the same Jessie Wiles; and though, when I did see her again at Graveleigh, after she had married--the day--" "You saved her from the insolence of the Squire." "She was but very recently married. I did not realize her as married. I did not see her husband, and the difference within myself was only then beginning. Well, so all the time I was reading and thinking, and striving to improve my old self at Luscombe, still Jessie Wiles haunted me as the only girl I had ever loved, ever could love; I could not believe it possible that I could ever marry any one else. And lately I have been much pressed to marry some one else; all my family wish it: but the face of Jessie rose up before me, and I said to myself, 'I should be a base man if I married one woman, while I could not get another woman out of my head.' I must see Jessie once more, must learn whether her face is now really the face that haunts me when I sit alone; and I have seen her, and it is not that face: it may be handsomer, but it is not a girl's face, it is the face of a wife and a |
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