What Will He Do with It — Volume 02 by Baron Edward Bulwer Lytton Lytton
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left its original harmony broken up into fragments each impressive in
itself, but running one into the other with an abrupt discord, as a harp played upon by the winds. For, after this evident effort at self- consolation or self-support in soothing or strengthening others, suddenly Darrell's head fell again upon his breast, and he walked on, up the village lane, heeding no longer either the open doors of expectant cottagers or the salutation of humble passers-by. "And I could have been so happy here!" he said suddenly. "Can I not be so yet? Ay, perhaps, when I am thoroughly old,--tied to the world but by the thread of an hour. Old men do seem happy; behind them, all memories faint, save those of childhood and sprightly youth; before them, the narrow ford, and the sun dawning up through the clouds on the other shore. 'T is the critical descent into age in which man is surely most troubled; griefs gone, still rankling; nor-strength yet in his limbs, passion yet in his heart- reconciled to what loom nearest in the prospect,--the armchair and the palsied head. Well! life is a quaint puzzle. Bits the most incongruous join into each other, and the scheme thus gradually becomes symmetrical and clear; when, lo! as the infant claps his hands and cries, 'See! see! the puzzle is made out!' all the pieces are swept back into the box,-- black box with the gilded nails. Ho! Lionel, look up; there is our village church, and here, close at my right, the churchyard!" Now while Darrell and his young companion were directing their gaze to the right of the village lane, towards the small gray church,--towards the sacred burial-ground in which, here and there amongst humbler graves, stood the monumental stone inscribed to the memory of some former Darrell, for whose remains the living sod had been preferred to the family vault; while both slowly neared the funeral spot, and leaned, silent and musing, over the rail that fenced it from the animals turned to graze on the sward of the surrounding green,--a foot-traveller, a |
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