What Will He Do with It — Volume 03 by Baron Edward Bulwer Lytton Lytton
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WAIFE (admiringly).--"Sensible child. That is true. Yes, Heaven is very good to me still. Ah! what signifies fortune? How happy I was with my dear Lizzy, and yet no two persons could live more from hand to mouth." SOPHY (rather jealously).--"tizzy?" WAIFE (with moistened eyes, and looking down).--"My wife. She was only spared to me two years: such sunny years! And how grateful I ought to be that she did not live longer. She was saved--such--such--such shame and misery!" A long pause. Waife resumed, with a rush from memory, as if plucking himself from the claws of a harpy,--"What's the good of looking back? A man's gone self is a dead thing. It is not I--now tramping this road, with you to lean upon--whom I see, when I would turn to look behind on that which I once was: it is another being, defunct and buried; and when I say to myself, 'that being did so and so,' it is like reading an epitaph on a tombstone. So, at last, solitary and hopeless, I came back to my own land; and I found you,--a blessing greater than I had ever dared to count on. And how was I to maintain you, and take you from that long-nosed alligator called Crane, and put you in womanly gentle hands; for I never thought then of subjecting you to all you have since undergone with me,--I who did not know one useful thing in life by which a man can turn a penny. And then, as I was all alone in a village ale-house, on my way back from- it does not signify from what, or from whence, but I was disappointed and despairing, Providence mercifully threw in my way--Mr. Rugge, and ordained me to be of great service to that ruffian, and that ruffian of great use to me." |
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