Lucretia — Volume 06 by Baron Edward Bulwer Lytton Lytton
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I knew you. I have read somewhere that the slave is gay in his holiday
from toil; if you free him, if you educate him, the gayety vanishes, and he cares no more for the dance under the palm-tree. But is he less happy? So it is with me!" "My sweet Helen, I would rather have one gay smile of old, the arch, careless laugh which came so naturally from those rosy lips, than hear you talk of happiness with that quiver in your voice,--those tears in your eyes." "Yet gayety," said Helen, thoughtfully, and in the strain of her pure, truthful poetry of soul, "is only the light impression of the present moment,--the play of the mere spirits; and happiness seems a forethought of the future, spreading on, far and broad, over all time and space." "And you live, then, in the future at last; you have no misgivings now, my Helen? Well, that comforts me. Say it, Helen,--say the future will be ours!" "It will, it will,--forever and forever," said Helen, earnestly; and her eyes involuntarily rested on the Cross. In his younger spirit and less imaginative nature Percival did not comprehend the depth of sadness implied in Helen's answer; taking it literally, he felt as if a load were lifted from his heart, and kissing with rapture the hand he held, he exclaimed: "Yes, this shall soon, oh, soon be mine! I fear nothing while you hope. You cannot guess how those words have cheered me; for I am leaving you, though but for a few hours, and I shall repeat those words, for they will ring in my ear, in my heart, till we meet again." |
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