Strange Story, a — Volume 02 by Baron Edward Bulwer Lytton Lytton
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oppose it. The nobler judgment that now expands all my reasonings,
approves and seconds my heart. No, no; do not smile so sarcastically. This is not the voice of a blind and egotistical passion. Let me explain myself if I can. I concede to you that Lilian's character is undeveloped; I concede to you, that amidst the childlike freshness and innocence of her nature, there is at times a strangeness, a mystery, which I have not yet traced to its cause. But I am certain that the intellect is organically as sound as the heart, and that intellect and heart will ultimately--if under happy auspices--blend in that felicitous union which constitutes the perfection of woman. But it is because she does, and may for years, may perhaps always, need a more devoted, thoughtful care than natures less tremulously sensitive, that my judgment sanctions my choice; for whatever is best for her is best for me. And who would watch over her as I should?" "You have never yet spoken to Lilian as lovers speak?" "Oh, no, indeed." "And, nevertheless, you believe that your affection would not be unreturned?" "I thought so once; I doubt now,--yet, in doubting, hope. But why do you alarm me with these questions? You, too, forebode that in this visit I may lose her forever?" "If you fear that, tell her so, and perhaps her answer may dispel your fear." "What! now, already, when she has scarcely known me a month. Might I not |
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