Strange Story, a — Volume 02 by Baron Edward Bulwer Lytton Lytton
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those eyes had followed her own silent gaze into the distant heaven.
As I spoke, her hand pressed mine eagerly, convulsively, and, raising her face from my breast, she looked at me with an intent, anxious earnestness. That look!--twice before it had thrilled and perplexed me. "What is there in that look, oh, my Lilian, which tells me that there is something that startles you,--something you wish to confide, and yet shrink from explaining? See how, already, I study the fair book from which the seal has been lifted! but as yet you must aid me to construe its language." "If I shrink from explaining, it is only because I fear that I cannot explain so as to be understood or believed. But you have a right to know the secrets of a life which you would link to your own. Turn your face aside from me; a reproving look, an incredulous smile, chill--oh, you cannot guess how they chill me, when I would approach that which to me is so serious and so solemnly strange." I turned my face away, and her voice grew firmer as, after a brief pause, she resumed,-- "As far back as I can remember in my infancy, there have been moments when there seems to fall a soft hazy veil between my sight and the things around it, thickening and deepening till it has the likeness of one of those white fleecy clouds which gather on the verge of the horizon when the air is yet still, but the winds are about to rise; and then this vapour or veil will suddenly open, as clouds open, and let in the blue sky." |
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