Paul Clifford — Volume 06 by Baron Edward Bulwer Lytton Lytton
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love me. I am foolish and vain, and I believe you. Perhaps, also, I
have the fond hope which so often makes dupes of women,--the hope that if you have erred, I may reclaim you; if you have been unfortunate, I may console you! I know, Mr. Clifford, that I am saying that for which many would despise me, and for which, perhaps, I ought to despise myself; but there are times when we speak only as if some power at our hearts constrained us, despite ourselves,--and it is thus that I have now spoken to you." It was with an air very unwonted to herself that Lucy had concluded her address, for her usual characteristic was rather softness than dignity; but, as if to correct the meaning of her words, which might otherwise appear unmaidenly, there was a chaste, a proud, yet not the less a tender and sweet propriety and dignified frankness in her look and manner; so that it would have been utterly impossible for one who heard her not to have done justice to the nobleness of her motives, or not to have felt both touched and penetrated, as much by respect as by any warmer or more familiar feeling. Clifford, who had risen while she was speaking, listened with a countenance that varied at every word she uttered,--now all hope, now all despondency. As she ceased, the expression hardened into a settled and compulsive resolution. "It is well!" said he, mutteringly. "I am worthy of this,--very, very worthy! Generous, noble girl! had I been an emperor, I would have bowed down to you in worship; but to debase, to degrade you,--no! no!" "Is there debasement in love?" murmured Lucy. |
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