Godolphin, Volume 5. by Baron Edward Bulwer Lytton Lytton
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me at least enjoy. That is wisdom! Your creed is--But I will not
imitate your rudeness!" and Godolphin laughed. "Certainly," replied Radclyffe, "you do your best to enjoy yourself. You live well and fare sumptuously: your house is superb, your villa enchanting. Lady Erpingham is the handsomest woman of her time: and, as if that were not enough, half the fine women in London admit you at their feet. Yet you are not happy." "Ay: but who is?" cried Godolphin, energetically. "I am," said Radclyffe, drily. "You!--humph!" "You disbelieve me." "I have no right to do so: but are you not ambitious? And is not ambition full of anxiety, care,--mortification at defeat, disappointment in success? Does not the very word ambition--that is, a desire to be something you are not--prove you discontented with what you are?" "You speak of a vulgar ambition," said Radclyffe. "Most august sage!--and what species of ambition is yours?" "Not that which you describe. You speak of the ambition for self; my ambition is singular--it is the ambition for others. Some years ago I chanced to form an object in what I considered the welfare of my race. You smile. Nay, I boast no virtue in my dreams; but philanthropy was my |
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