Falkland, Book 1. by Baron Edward Bulwer Lytton Lytton
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of the future; and the perils of youth are over when it has acquired that
dulness and apathy of affection which should belong only to the insensibility of age. Such were Falkland's opinions at the time he wrote. Ah! what is so delusive as our affections? Our security is our danger--our defiance our defeat! Day after day he went to E-------. He passed the mornings in making excursions with Emily over that wild and romantic country by which they were surrounded; and in the dangerous but delicious stillness of the summer twilights, they listened to the first whispers of their hearts. In his relationship to Lady Margaret, Falkland found his excuse for the frequency of his visits: and even Mrs. Dalton was so charmed with the fascination of his manner, that (in spite of her previous dislike) she forgot to inquire how far his intimacy at E------ was at variance with the proprieties of the world she worshipped, or in what proportion it was connected with herself. It is needless for me to trace through all its windings the formation of that affection, the subsequent records of which I am about to relate. What is so unearthly, so beautiful, as the first birth of a woman's love? The air of heaven is not purer in its wanderings--its sunshine not more holy in its warmth. Oh! why should it deteriorate in its nature, even while it increases in its degree? Why should the step which prints, sully also the snow? How often, when Falkland met that guiltless yet thrilling eye, which revealed to him those internal secrets that Emily was yet awhile too happy to discover; when, like a fountain among flowers, the goodness of her heart flowed over the |
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